空洞猫NO001

温暖的光不需要通过眼睛就能看见。

二〇一七年国庆节我养了一只猫。他很胆小，就像面对恐惧时的我。在此后的日子，陪伴相处、玩耍打闹、生气呵斥，有时候感觉人类真是难搞，总有数不清的麻烦、无尽的欲望，还不如他。可能我也需要被治愈。于是我重新思考笔下的这个猫，空洞的眼睛和躯壳，被夜色笼罩的蓝色铺满全身，身体里充斥着黄色的光芒，这些黄色的光照亮它大大的双眼，仿佛即将穿出眼眶，感动黑夜。

在此之后，即便在现实与理想的夹缝之中，也有宽阔的生存空间。这个空间大得出奇，里面充斥着各种空洞，每个洞里住着一个生物，它们从这个洞里望着外面另一个洞，就像城市高塔里的人类互相遥望，欢乐浮于脸庞快乐属于彼此。

"Warm light can be felt without the need for eyes."

On the National Day of 2017, I adopted a cat. He was very timid, just like me when I face fear. In the days that followed, we accompanied each other, played together, got angry and scolded each other. Sometimes, I felt that humans are really hard to deal with. There are countless troubles and endless desires, which are not as good as him. Perhaps I also needed to be healed. So I started to rethink this cat I wrote about. Its empty eyes and body were covered in blue by the night. Its body was filled with yellow light, which shone on its big eyes, as if it would pierce through the eye sockets and touch the night.

Afterwards, even in the gap between reality and ideals, there is still a broad living space. This space is surprisingly large and filled with various voids. In each hole, there lives a creature, peering out of this hole to another, just like humans in city towers looking at each other, with joy on their faces and happiness belonging to each other.